Thursday, March 22, 2012

that became complicated.


It is just a story, but here is some more...

Those last few months, they started to really talk again, like friends do, but with some differences of course. In between that first kiss and the end of high school, she managed to date other guys, but it always came back to him. So every now and then he would take her out to this quiet, deserted place, where they could talk and kiss and talk and kiss, mostly talk. It didn't matter to her anymore, because she knew they would be going their separate ways so she might as well take it all in.

It was always late at night, when no one else was around and you could see the clear sky, filled with stars. During those evenings there where some unbelievably memorable moments, ridiculous things happen when you are out in the middle of nowhere. The best moment for her was their last, a few nights before graduation they went back out to that place, to talk and kiss, and then nothing. They stopped, lied down next to each other on the ground and stared up into the clear beautiful sky, all night long. It was one of those moments she knew she would take with her forever.

They graduated high school and went their separate ways onto their separate lives. The relationship they had was a unique one, it almost can't even be explained. She always knew how she felt about him, but she could never read him and decipher what it was that he wanted. They had a friendship that lasted so long, but didn't develop into anything else. The talked and kissed, but never anything more.

There were a handful of moments though, where it almost crossed that line to something more. Completely exasperated she always pushed away. She wanted more, the same way he wanted more. Only they wanted completely different things. She knew if she crossed that line, then she would be completely gone and he would have every last bit of her heart. So this was it, they made it through high school without crossing that line and now they could move on.

The universe had a different plan.



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